The last day of the world…

… and I thought I’d still get to see you in five years time. But I guess the world will never give us a chance to be complete again. Never again will the five of us be together. It does make me regret not spending enough time with you the last time you came here... well actually ive been regretting ever since you weren’t coming home anymore for christmas. And its sad that the end is finally here and our dream of being together as a family again never came true.

I really have nothing mush to say to you… you’ve heard it all: everything meaningful, every thanks… they have already been shown, countless of times in fact. But it would never hurt to say it one more time… im forever thankful that you are my brother. Unlike other families we didn’t need accidents or death just for a brother to show that he cared. It was automatic for you… and it continued on even after you left almost 4 years ago. i love you…:D

ok, im really sick now and hopefully what im typing still makes sense.

if i could ask god just one question...

when will i get well? haha!

i ask this because i cant afford to be absent on monday! or any day for that matter! and i didint ask a deep and profound question 'lke why did this happen to me?' or something that shows that im 'angry' at god or whatever. its just im really contented with what i have now and i dont want to ask anything else. and so far i have no regrets.:) but i want to get well already. haha.

if you could ask a question to anyone dea or alive, what wouldl be? who would you ask?

i would ask my dad...

"can you buy me breath of fire III?" XD